Thursday, January 15, 2004

hmm sch has been ok i guess... but having a main class on the 4th floor is killer! like totally horrible stuffs... today i guess i offended someone and well i dunno its like i dun care tt i hurt her but i care tt i shldnt have haha... qt wierd but well... i know its wrong... shld love all but i dunno y its not tt i dun want to like her its like something programmed in me not to... so esther if ur reading this tell ur sis im sorry but i cant help it ok... stupid but well i dunno hmm... oh wells doesnt matter to me anyway my bro is hardly ever at home and all he will do is shout at me as he always does whenever i do anything he doesnt want me to. i guess that i love my bro but respect for him i do not have... ok qt a depressing entry haha (by my standards) so i will tok abt happier stuffs... hmm i found a sorta sp!! haha... pamela frm my junior class... i adopted her but she figured out hu i was like super fast haha... in one letter ok! wad a failure haha... oh tml is trg... wahs... will be super cramp... oh yay maybe we will swim less then heh... ok no! i am not slack! gosh... bhangra (sorta) is fun! haha i missed trg on mon for it k! haha... we dancing for cny and like super fun lah! haha... and i made frens with some of the yr 1 girls dancing too... they are nice! oh wells... my sp sucks haha... the real one... i had such a high hopes for him now he make me sad haha... oh nvm! oh u noe today we wanted to pay attention during chem lect so went to sit RIGHT in front of the teacher... den i realised tt i forgot my notes! so i fell asleep haha... and the bimbo chem teacher din notice heh. oh wells... shes ok actually... just really bimbotic haha... i think han wei reuben they all get very excited... now will run even faster to lecture haha... hmm schs so crowded nowadays i dun like! haha... and like mr koh hates me and char and gob and dex haha... but esp char i think haha... poor girl oh wells... situation in sch... things are kinda going as i thot it would just tt marcus is bad and still always abandons me :( maybe i shld stop going for common breaks haha